life is not colourful.

2004-01-03T10:32:00.000+08:00

faster tell me who you are!!
that someone from my tagboard!!!
faster faster!!!!!

2003-12-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

hihi.merry christmas to everybody!!hope all your wishes come true!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2003-11-30T12:06:00.000+08:00

lala.everybody still sleeping.so im the only one is awake.
so peaceful now.hehe.shd i change my template..
i like this a lot.mayb becos it's black!haha.but i got a cuter template!
much cute.and chioer!!
haha.let talk abt something.
oh.later got band chalet.only going for bbq.
hope it will be fun.at least i know more pple are going.
the more the merrier!!!
hehe.still got section chalet!
cant wait for it!but weiling..i still cant find her yet.
is she back in singapore alr?can some one tell me?i dont want to go alone.
still waiting for her to call me...
so sian.they are still sleeping.
well.cyn dont want to go bbq liaoz.
cos she going out with her famliy.
haiz.nobody to go with me..
shd i call weiling now?
argh.another one.sick lor.

2003-11-19T18:24:00.000+08:00

haha.so long nv blog.
haha. too lazy.=P
it's holiday.lalala.can play all i want!
it's gonna be friday soon.haiz.
aniwae.changed my email add.
eskimo004@hotmail.com
have to change all thanks to some idiot..
cant wait for friday to come.

2003-10-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

dont want to tag my board.

[farah]
thx for being there when i need someone to be there.
but i will be there for you too.=)
tc.

[grace]
why say sorry?
not ur fault.=)
hope i wont have to go...

[someone]
you can tell me personally.
and why shd i hate you?
i dont really hate a person easily.
[i look like i hate everyone right?]
i wont give up asking until you tell me who you are.
i wont forget abt you.=)
hope ur result wont be worse than mine.
take care. and i'll be waiting for you to tell me who you are.

2003-10-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

btw..who's the [someone] that have been tagging my board?
can tell me?someone frm crescent?
my class?
but do i know you in the first place?=so tell me who you are.
im tired of guessing.

2003-10-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

oh.what a great day.lol.
suffered from seven heart attacks.
not exactly.
only got 3 serious one.
dont know what to say.
at least they didnt let us suffer one heart attack everyday.
dont know how to tell my mum and dad.
they'll kill me.
what m i gonna to do?
first day of the day turns out into..
such a bad day..
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
it seems like i cant fit into crescent.=(
but shd enjoy my last few days in crescent before they kick me out..
haix.i hate today the most.
i'll nv forget.

and thx farah..
dont know if you read this.
but thx for pei-ing me the whole day.
you're really my great partner.
much stronger.
but you and me wont be in the same class.
i'll miss the time when we always make noise and jokes to make each other laugh.
and dont bother urself too much with some stuff..
[you know what i mean=)]
everybody..
take care.

2003-10-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

finally.exam's over.
i can play as much as possible!
and class bbq is on monday.
it's tommorrow!
cant wait anymore...
today's so boring.
totally rot at home.
haiz.dont know how's my result.
wondering what class will i go.
who will be my classmates.
and i'll miss all the g3 pple.
haiz.when will we get to know our result?
somebody tell me.
so sian.
still waiting for the bbq..
im waiting...

2003-10-02T11:59:00.000+08:00

haha.
im an eskimo.
jess is snowflake.
cyn is snowgirl.
yinxi is polar bear!!plus banana!!plus ban-na-na[stupid granny!!]

2003-09-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be my last entry.
shall resume after exams.
mus be guai now.
at least study now.or else i'll fail all my subjects.
after im gonna play as much as possible....
gonna be very crazy!!!
haha.this whole week i've been very hyper.
totally can.haha.
hyper.hyper.hyper.=)
oh.im down for share-a-tot.
one of the gangster.fighting with zhiying.
trust me.it's gonna be very lame.
totally cant stop laughing.hahahaha.=)
but dont feel like acting at all.
tmr got oral.chinese.
guess wad.i got ms ang lay ping(whatever her name is.)
oh my tian.got her for last year too.
so chum.she's the HOD summore.
the conversation topic is gonna based on news...
idiot.i dont watch news or read newspaper..
diedie this time.=(
hope the stupid conversation topic wont be too hard.
dorai nv come for so many days.
so happy.but el paper is gonna be on next sat.
and yet she always absent herself.tsk.idiot.
cant wait for finals to be over.
cant wait for band to resume.
but dont look forward to be split into different classes.=(
so sad.

2003-09-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

having flu now.
not only flu but headache too.
haha.mayb bcos i was too hyper in the morning.
totally lor.i was screaming during pe lesson and jumping ard in class.
keep yo-ing pple.
pple think i siao liaoz.haha.
oh well.i was too hyper lar.
then today ms dorai nv come.
haha.expected.cos every monday she wont come one.
but yinxi kept saying that she had a feeling that ms dorai was here.
so we had a bet.
if she loses,we'll go mac to eat[she's gonna pay for us]
if we lose,we'll treat her mac...
but of cos, we won!!!
got free mac liaoz.
but yinxi still dont believe.
so went to office and check.
haha.ms dorai nv sign in!!
and yinxi was still dancing like a bird!!!
so funny.
yinxi...dont forget our bet..
then afternoon was so sianz liaoz.
not hyper anymore.
went to tbp.walked ard.cos dot want to go home so early.
cos no band wad.
lalala..so tired now.dont feel like going to sch tmr...

2003-09-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

which smilie are you?

2003-09-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

damn pissed off with that stupid bro of mine.
he can just sit down and dont do anything and get to do whatever he wants.
he sux!!!
pissed!

2003-09-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

playing checkers wif yinxi.
kinda of losing.she got 4 kings.
i only got 2..whatever.

2003-09-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

haha.finally update my blog.
yinxi.i told u.pigs cant fly.
cos i update my blog liaoz.haha.
shall stop crapping.
today went to sch.for study.
so proud of myself.
cos i finished ¼ of my maths papers.
i know.it's kinda of little cos i know most of u all will have finished alr.
after tt, me yinxi yixin cyn and jess went to eat steamboat.
damn nice can.
but i cant stand the tom yam thingy.
so hot lor.and sour.=|
the chicken soup is nice.yummy.
but i just cant find chicken in the soup.
*why?=|
then went popular.brought a damn nice blue pen.
finally went to buy my fav pen.hehe.=)
oh.the tv in living room is spoilt.
argh.cant watch tv.
have to all squeeze into my mum's room.
argh!!!and my dad was lyk,
''life without a tv is miserable,isnt it?''
argh.he knows i cant watch tv and...
and he locks his room when he goes out.
but he'll nv know tt...
i've got his room's key!!!
muhahahahahaha.so i can go into his room whenever i want..hehe=)

2003-08-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

brr...so cold..outside is raining.
it was lyk so long ago when we had mass run...now my legs are kinda of aching..sheesh.
it's jessica's burfdae todae!!happy birthday!!
her cushion damn cute and soft!!!i luv it!!!
the whole dae was very boring.
usual lessons.so sianz.
had assembly.watched some womad thing.
kinda of boring cos im not enthu enough.
hasyimah was so enthu.she was singing all the way..into my ear.
so funny.
had cip after tt.
made photo frames.
i made two.im very lazy wad.
walked around the whole room.
dont think i hav done 3hrs of cip.
at most 2hrs only.nvm.the teacher dunno.haha.
went to library.but only reached at 7.30.missed holland v.=(
and slept frm 8 to 11...missed another show again..=(
tmr have to follow friday's timetable..got d&t.eng.maths.history.
one more boring day...haiz.

2003-08-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

din noe so many pple hate gau.
haha.
he's irritating.
and it's raining now.
very cold.

2003-08-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

finally reach home.
came back from far east.
went to buy her present.
feeling so sick now.think im getting a flu soon.
todae was so funny.
laughed until lyk siao.
dunno y i feel so high todae.
but my class is banned from using the aircon for one week.
stupid gau!!!hate him.banned us from using aircon.
dont lyk his face.
if u look carefully,
u'll realize he got eyes very close to his nose.
and his eyes are damn small.
and his mouth looks damn loooonnngggg...
came into to my class
and talked to us abt class spirit..
lyk he noes every single thing in our class..

ya.nothing to blog liaoz.

2003-08-21T12:07:00.000+08:00

so bored now..cant play games..sianz..
common test is over!!!i noe la.i abit slow.haha.
guess i screwed up all my tests..great me..

stupid teacher...sitting behind me and dont let me play games...argh...wanna kill him...
oh..time to say gdbye so nice..
oh..dorai nv put make up..she looked lyk a panda..serious...
half of the class is gone...all got aaw performences.so sianz.
she so fake.just now sae they're so gd.the next moment tell me they're not so nice,they sux...
~~idontlykher.~~
as u noe, i think yingwei is so nice....ya..so nice..totally lorx. i mean she is lyk so kind..alwaes helping me:)...hahaha
the sentence is typed by tok yingwei...haha...she's ego..haha

2003-08-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

seriously.
sorry to those seniors who i offended.
sorry.
dont be so angry.

2003-08-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

sorry.
if i had said anything wrong.
i dont mean tt.
i din noe it was so serious.
sorry.

2003-08-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

okie.
i noe wad's going on.
i jus read ur blog.
honestly im not toking abt the person u had in mind.
im toking abt another person.frm another class.
u jus misunderstood.
okie.
i was the one who din made it clearly.
it's normal for u to misunderstand me.
bcos i look like a person who tok back pple's back.
at least tt's how i feel.

2003-08-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

time really flies.
sunday was their last day.they are not coming for band anymore.
i miss the sec4s.
i miss shuying taking sectional,
sharleyna calling me painting,
debra's funny faces tt nv fail to make me laugh and
isabel's laughter and some of her jokes.

[sunday]
went to istana to perform.
it was okay.i guess.
after we went to jelita pizza hut.
waited for the sec1s.they got lost.great.
had a lot of fun there.
sec4s gave us notes.
feel lyk crying when reading it.
gave sec4s flowers.i gave sharleyna.
guess she was touched.she was the first to cry.
i will miss her calling me painting
and she will miss calling me painting.
hehe..haiz..
guess we were too noisy cos tt manager sae he will give us 10% discount if we can keep quiet.
haha.do u tink we can keep quiet?
nah!!!haha.
after eating have to ask for forgiveness from the sec4s.
i juz dunno wad to sae.
now i shall sae it again.

sorry for being such bad junior.always bullying u guys.haha.ya.

when we were going to part,
sharleyna cried.
she made me feel lyk crying too.
but i held back my tears.

[monday]
the sec4s din come for band prac.
they're not coming for band anymore.
i noe they miss cuming for band.
i saw them standing outside the band room
and peeking into the band room.
they miss band.
otherwise they wont stand outside and peek.
pamela playing first clarinet.
im playing second clarinet.
do i deserve it?
now i hav to learn some songs all over again.
okie.not really.not so many songs la.
hav a new piece called 'time to say gdbye'.
it's so nice.
and the title makes me tink of the sec4s.
i juz a sec2.
i only noe them since sec1.
some of them dont lyk me at first.
but tt doesnt matter.
in the end we did it as one.
one section.one band.
how i wished they can dont go.
but we will hav to part someday..
but definitely i will remember them.

2003-07-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

syf is over...we got gold...
it also mean one more thing...
sec4s are leaving us real soon...
i will miss them...
how i wish time can jus stop now...
so we can have more time wif them...

2003-07-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

first of all i wanna to tell all pple who are reading my blog...

crescent symphonic band got a gold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we did it!!!!
really!!!
im really really reeeeeeeeeeallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy very happy!!!!!!!
we really work very hard for it.....
we really in all our best....
our effort paid off at last!!!!
but without some pple..i tink i couldnt make it tis far.....
thx a lot...zhiyng, jessica, yinghui, bizhi, all my section pple, all band pple and the class of 2g3....and a lot more....
without u guys...i really cant make it todae...
thx a lot.i rreallly luv u guys....
ya...i will thx u guys later...

the days before syf...i was very worried....i tot we cant make it...
i tot we will do very badly...cos tis is our first and last syf with the sec 3 and 4...after 2 years we will be the ones tt juniors will depend on us lyk the way we depend on our seniors...
but we really did it!!!we got a gold and done crescent and mrs chua proud!!!
we had become the crescent band tt we used to be!!!

recently i cried a lot...tink im so useless...
yesterday we sang a song...everybody broke down...
it was really very touching...
todae is also the first day i see jessica and farahin cried...
also the first day i hug so many pple..
thx shermin...
ur idea of getting everybody of 2g3 to write on a paper and bring us gd luck...
it is a lucky charm...i will nv throw the paper away...
thx 2g3...u guys really bring us gd luck...
after reading the note tt shuying gave us...i cant control myself...i broke down...but not only me...a lot pple cried too....

[shuying]
i dunno if u will get to read tis...i dont tink so...
aniwae...i tink u r a very gd sl...u have been a very gd and caring senior...
really...thx a lot...hope u will do ur best in ur o' level...take care...

after tt mrs chua came...i tried to hold back my tears...
but when we were singing a song for mrs chua...
i couldnt hold back my tears anymore...
even mrs chua cried...mr chua too...
it was mrs chua's birthday...
we were singing her a birthday song...
hope to get a gold for her present...
i cried in front of the juniors too..
so malu...

after all the crying stuff....
went to vch....i really very very very very scared....
in the room...i squeaked... a few time....very scared i will squeak later...
but i didnt..but i played a few wrong notes...
totally feel lyk crying....but held back my tears...
returned to school...waited for the result...
the most important moment in my sec2 life..i guess...
tot im going to let the section down....
most probably will get a sliver...
when chanyi was telling us the result...
everybody was told tt we got a gold
i screamed at the top of my voice...
i really let out all the stress tt had been accumlating in me...
i feel much better now....
we did it!!!
we performed magic for mrs chua!!!
real magic for everyone!!!
everybody was shocked...
all of us started crying and hugging....

on saturday...we are going to swensens to celebrate...

[zhiying, jessica, farahin and other non-syf participants]
though u guys didnt go for syf tis year...
but without u guys supporting me...i wont make it tis far
thx for all ur support...but rmb we still have a sec 4 year...
let's work harder for syf 2005!!!
we must maintain the standard!!!

[brynn, grace and joanne]
thx for all ur encouragement...we did it!!!
i did my best!!!but without u guys...
i wont make it tis far...
thx...i luv u guys...take care.

once again..everybody.we have done our school and band proud!!!

Don't lose your way with each passing day
You've come so far
don't throw it away
Live believing
dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
for you and I

Souls in the wind must learn how to bend
Seek out a star, hold on till the end
Valley, mountain
there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Worlds are swaying
someone is praying
Please let them come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark, we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts … Everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
for you and I

2003-07-23T19:54:00.000+08:00

ya..pple...
good luck for tmr's syf..
everybody work hard...

[zhiying]
dont get so pissed sometime...ya...mus take good care of urself...pls...
dont do tt again..it hurts ur friends when u do tt...
trust me...it really hurts...

ya..once again....good luck for everybody....give our best shot to the judges...
we can do it!!!!

2003-07-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

did she mean im the one...
there is no one else ard...
izzit me...
i wanna to noe...
did i sae anything wrong?
did i do anything wrong?
okie.
sorry.
i dun mean anything.really.
im jus paranoid.im always lyk tt.
cant help it.
i really mean it.
sorry.

2003-07-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

so many things happened..
dunno how to phrase things...
was screamed by dorai...dunno wad's wrong with her...
she can treat lyk so nice...later treat us lyk shit...
dunno wad's her problem...
went to vch yesterday...
did we sound very badly?
guess the running notes wasnt clear..
right?
kinda of sad...cos we are not clear for the running notes...
compared to haising...
they are at least clearer than us...
guess mrs chua is going compare tmr...
nvm...
i also dunno how to say and i also dont really have the right to say aniwae...
really hope we can get a gold...
only 8 more days to syf!!!

did a survey todae...dunno for wad la..
one of the questions was...
choose a activity u lyk...sth lyk tt...
one of the ans was...
sack ms dorai!!!(popular demand!!!)
muhahahahaha!!!!
dunno wad the teachers will think if they see tt...
scolded by zhao fang...
cos i tok in class...
den got very low marks for my chi newspaper writing...
haiz...dunno how to write wad...

hope tmr will rain so we will not have mass run...

2003-07-13T19:52:00.000+08:00

too bored tis morning...did a few quizzes...
aniwae...i dunno how to phrase it.
zhiying, jessica, wanteng and gwen are not going for syf.
anymore?
zhiyng and wanteng are very sad abt it.
i dunno how to comfort her.
i noe they work very hard to go syf.
y did mrs chua kick them out?
there are not enough chair?
y she kick them out jus a few more days b4 syf?
i dont think i shd go syf.
i noe my playing sux.
i dunno how to use my stomach,
my sound sux,
my rhythm sux too.
i noe it.
i dont deserve.
i dont even noe how to play my piece well.
i would rather give up my chance and let them go.
the band cant afford to let sumone who cant play to go syf
and kicked out those who can play.
i tink i shd be out for syf.
no excuse.

2003-07-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

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2003-07-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

oh man.todae no band...
slept until 9...kinda of late...
ya.let's talk abt yesterday...
erm...in the morning was raining...
so decided to take cab...
reached redhill...
totally dun understand...
how cum the floor so dry?!
waste my money taking cab...
in the end it rained.
no telematch...only more lessons...
mrs lim wore the class tee...
hmm...she looked so long....
haha...tt's our class spirit!!!
watched the concert...
so many sec1 performed...they so enthu...
o...i lyk the band...the first and the best...
watched bizhi's film again...my thrid time...
then went back to class to get my bag...
actually wanted to go causeway pt for the popcorn...
but she strongly object...so went to tbp again...
bizhi din go wif us...got some lame uniform stuff.
so me yinghui shuang ying emily went off without her...
totally went a few round tbp....jus to wait for bizhi...
finally she came...went to buy tickets...
then we took a neoprint....
first time we took a pic together...
first time leh....
watched charlie's angle....
so funny...
but the funniest part is shuang ying...
she was laughing so loudly...haha...
then there is tis guy...sitting damn tall...totally blocked my view...
had to move a seat...
i was freezing inside there...no windbreaker...
brrr....so cold....

2003-07-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

i hate him!
he insulted me...
okie...he din insult me at at my face...
but he did it indirectly!
and she,
made everything worse...
she was so sarcastic...
made me feel that im a burden to her...
who wants to be a burden?
i also dont want.
tt things are set in tis way...
even if i want to change ,
i need time.
but u nv give me.
never.
i feel so sad...
im lyk a burden to all of my friends.
i dunno.
when i try to help...
i seem to mess things up...

2003-07-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

im the biggest fool in tis world...
i tot they were angry with me...
but they were not.
not at all...
i shd have asked wat happen.
but i didnt.
why didnt i ask why?
she's my friend...
now i really dunno wat to do...
i seem to annoy everybody...
im jus being paranoid...
and when she tok to me,
i almost cried...
they dunno...
i tried to avoid them...
i jus thinking they hate me...
sumhow...
agrh...i hate myself!

2003-06-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

haha...changed a new template...new term is starting...tmr...
jus hope tmr will be gd...a gd start for the week...

2003-06-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

haha...the concert was so fun...totally...so fun...
first of all...we haf a section lunch...for 6 pple...the rest dunno go where...
joanne,grace,liesel,brynn,weiling n mi...
went to swensens...eat banana split again...tink it's nice....totally...
we were damn noisy in the swensens...very noisy...haha..laughed a lot...they tried not to leave us out...at least they tried...den grace sae u nid 1 year to digest 1 cherry....n joanne ate 4...so she will nid 4 years to digest all...wow...so long....
joanne luv the bananas on her ice cream...n cherries...she started taking photo of them...so interesting...den we took photos together...n joanne is going to put it on her blog...-_-
after eating...went around the shops...haha...begging weiling to go concert...went to look at dogs...erm...they were fighting...haiz....
got lost in the building...totally dunno how to go down...haha....den one angmo told us how to go down...kinda of malu-lated...cos we dunno how to go down...hehe....
den they went to buy flowers for mrs chua...sunflowers...not too bad....
brynn brought us to some weird shop....got a lot of funny stuff there...a worm in the lolipop...candy bubble...disappearing ink....aiya...lotsa of weird stuff....
went to scare weiling wif those weird stuff...n she almost screamed...haha....
they bought some stuff for cherlynn...
went to take bus..n weiling went home...=(
went to the cc...saw a lot of pple there....cyn,zhiying,yixin,wanling...
din see shuang ying there...so called her...guess wat...
she thought the concert is nxt week...so she totally forgot...n decided not to go...
saw zhiying's photos...she took on sat...photos of 5566....not very clear...cos they were standing too far frm them alr...she got so excited when she see mengzhe's photo...joanne oso....she scream for xiezhi...
zhiying sae 5566 actually called for her...but she went off early...haiz...so ke xi...she sae they were going to invite her to wan quan yu le....she wrote letter n request for a concert in crescent...wow!!!sure a lot of pple will turn up...haha...
after the concert...waiting for yixin they all...zhiying they all were toking abt 5566....joanne was very excited abt faxing sth to 5566...for the zhiying thingy...she totally more excited than zhiyng....haha...so funny.....toking abt wat she shd wear for the nxt autograph session...really funny
after tt...went to eat dinner wif yixn...wanling...n cyn....went burger king...sae some thing wrong..n made yixin so sad...sorry...yixin...
ya...tt's abt todae....kinda of fun...hehe...

2003-06-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

todae...kinda of scary...u will noe y later...

i overslept tis morning...thinking tt im late for band...i jus rushed down to take the mrt...when i was walking to skool...not a single soul on the road...plus i dun haf a watch wif me...so dunno wat time izzit...all i can do is rush for band....
walk into the temp block...i din see anybody...tot they were having combine...ran to the band room...
opened the door...
almost fainted...
there was a lot of pple havent come yet...haiz...rushed lyk siao for nothing...arghh...
band was quite fun todae...doing mvt n tales todae...we did it almost for every band prac...but we did welcome too...walau...the running notes...i totally dunno how to play...after we finish playing...i saw pple laughed at us...mayb not us but mi la...cos i got lost somewhere...haha...n mrs chua sae we nid to wear stocking...cos we are getting new shoes...erm...hope not...
after tt..we haf self prac until 12...shermin n i went to pay for the course and met yingwei...den she decided to go orchard popular...so we went to take bus...on our way...saw isabel n lisa...din noe tt lisa actually noe me...haha
nvm...
went to orchard...guess who we saw...
-mrs heng...she widen her eyes n looked at us cos we were skool uniform...summore...i din haf name-tag...shermin's shirt was tucked out...no badge n name-tag...
-ms goon...oh my tian!!!i saw her wif my own eyes!!!she saw us but i tink she jus pretend tt she din see us...oh my tian...it's totally eerie...
-mrs aw...she was staring at us...cos we r in skool uniform...n they had sae dunno how many times...not to go to shopping center in uniform...watever...
-two other teachers...dunno who r they...cos din get to see her face...arghh...
yingwei was the lucky one cos she is not in uniform...
n we were quite retarded...cos after they were gone...we were discussing wat shd we do...den we started running...erm..mrs heng they all dunno go where alr...
den bought one bk...n im totally broke...how m i going to eat tmr...haiz...

2003-06-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

hooray!!!weiling is going the section lunch!!!
i wont be the only sec 2 there!!!haha!!!

2003-06-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

okie...pam sae she will b back on sat afternoon...most likely she will b going to section lunch...
todae we got our class-tee...hooray!!!!n weiling sae she might be going for lunch wif the section on sunday...
yeah!!!
jus now we went swensens n eat...
den the waiter was asking yinxi what drink she wants...
yinxi was asking him...what drinks do u haf?
muhahahaha...mi n jess almost laugh out loud...hahabut soon after tt waiter went off...we all started laughing...yinxi was so malu...hehe...
walau...eat until $30++...but it was yinxi who ate the most...i ate a banana split...eating up yinxi....it was damn nice...
den we were discuss abt the money...
back in skool...everybody bz doing their own stuff...seems lyk yinxi is the only hardworking one here...haha

2003-06-20T09:22:00.000+08:00

so sian...so boring...
haha..later im going swensens wif yinxi n jess...yummy...
cant wait for tt moment...
todae go swensens...sunday go tt again...for section lunch...
i dunno whether i shd go or not..cos weiing n meiling is not going...then pam is not in sg...zy sae she will b back on sunday...then will i b the only sec 2?
mayb...mayb not...but i still feel very odd...among the seniors, im the only sec 2...
jus hope tt pam can b back on sat...

2003-06-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

haha...todae went yinxi's hse for pbl...i was early...cos my mum told mi i nid 45 min in order to bukit batok...
so rushed to mrt station...
in the end got there early...
tsk.
chatting wif yinxi on my phone...bills will be high tis month...she asked mi to get a happy meal for her...cos she want the squirt...a 14 years-old child...not teenager...she sae so...
den farahin came...telling me her skirt was dropping...erm...i couldnt help her at all...
den jess came...so we went to mac...
us:one happy meal...
tt person widen his eyes n looked at us in a veri weird way...sheesh...
tt person:wat kind of toy do u want?
us:anything...
tt person took a toy...
we looked at it...cool....but...wat's tt? =S
us:can we haf the coin pouch?
tt person:y...es...*he was rolling his eyes
tt person:tt will be $7.20
we checked our wallet...erm...dun haf enough money...
us:can we haf the other toy...
tt person:y...es...*he rolled his eyes at us again...

tt was wat happen when we went to get yinxi's lunch...

so we went to yinxi's hse...we got the wrong toy for her...she was veri sad...
throughout the day...she was saying...i want squirt...i want squirt...i want squirt...
and yet we were playing wif tt toy n totally forgot abt our pbl...
so we started our pbl aniwae...searching for info...but i suddenly got so interested in nemo...n wanted to watch the preview...the preview was cool...n once again we forgot abt our pbl...
finally we got down to do pbl...den yinxi started dancing...erm...
after a while...jess started to blog...yinxi continued to dance...

she took 1 hour to blog...den we heard tt sicko person took yz's phone n started to add in all the contact yz haf...
walau...she very...she sux totally...n we got so pissed off wif her...n started scolding n listing wat she had done wrong to us...quite alot...n we sae she ROX the toilet bowl...haha...she damn sicko...totally...
wonder y she had changed so much...sicko person...totally....

2003-06-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

finally reached home...guess wat's the time now...7.37 pm...haha
so late...i was at bizhi's hse all the time...playing games...watching nemo's preview...omg...
tt preview was great...n mr chua was toking abt watching finding nemo wif his children...make mi so qi...
i wanna to watch finding nemo...n im watching next week...yeah...
guess wat...shuang ying gave mi n bizhi a treat in burger king...haha...shuang ying è great..hee..
mayb later den blog...go watch tv...

2003-06-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

[tis shd be posted yesterdae...but forgot to publish...hee..]

yeah...finally cum back home...
home sweet home...
hahahaha=)
todae is zhiying's burfdae...HAPPY BURFDAE!!!
hahahaha=)
first we met at jurong west...so funny...shermin was standing behind a board then cyn was standing in front of the board...and they totally dunno tt they were actually standing back to back...until i saw the two of them n called them...they so lame...sheesh...
then we went toa payoh to eat some jap food...yummy!!!the rice was nice...esp jess's fried rice...but the soup was..erm...u noe wat i mean...
then went to bishan for movie...actually want to watch finding nemo...then no ticket for the seven of us...so haf to watch another show...what a girl wants...not too bad after all...tt main actress is so chio...her eyes are so beautiful...

before the show : we went around the shopping mall...then went to mini toons to buy some sweets...haha...spent abt $5 on all those sweets...hee...greedy moi...sorry huimin...i took the rest of the packet...
then we went in abt 15 min earlier...bought some popcorn...sat outside the cinema to settle some money matters...then tt stupid woman said,"this is not a picnic area.pls dont sit here."
i mean lyk...duh...of cos tt is not a pinic area...sheesh...

during the show : before the actual show started,i finished the cup of coke...then started to drink other pple's coke...thx for ur coke...then yixin a bit crazy...kept laughing...non-stop...at the ms peach n pear...haha...u shd really watch the show...it's so funny...

after the show : went around the mall again...then went home...i went to my aunt's hse...so i have to travel from jurong west back home...so sian...

aniwae, todae is quite a fun day...

2003-06-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

...sorry...i dun mean it...sorry...
i shd nt have care so much...it's totally none of my concern...
sorry
i jus got pissed, okie?it's not ur fault...

fine....having mood swing these few days...

sorry...

2003-06-01T14:23:00.000+08:00

fine......it's all my fault...i jus cant remember...i already sae sorry wad...it's better if i sae something than nothing...fine...if u dun accept...
always comment this n that...very irritating...jus stop commenting the way i do everything k...give me a break...

2003-05-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

great.....everything's my fault,k?
happy?
how on earth will i noe where he is...i m not a genius who noe practically everything...y ask mi?is not as if he will always tell mi where he is going...y mus u scold me?so free izzit?den get us our dinner lah...i hate u!!!for making my life at home miserable...thx alot man...

my skool life not of any better...cos i sux...happy?

fine....life is meaningless for mi...k...

2003-05-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

k...
i m affecting everybody by saeing...
'life is meaningless...'

*haiz*
y izzit lyk tt...
y mus i always be è one to cause other pple's misery???
y.....somebody tell me.....pls...

2003-05-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

gerat...failed eng...gotta to see vp/p...how m i going to ask my mum to go...crap...

she kept complaining abt her overall....at least she only failed geog....den y make a fuss abt it...

great....shd i ask my aunt instead of my mum....y shd i do....i really dun wan to be thrown out of crescent...=(

y life sux.....can only anybody tell mi y......anyone.....

2003-05-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

finally noe who r my new sl....
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they r brynn n regina!!!
both of them...no asl...
hope regina wont becum fierce when she becum sl...

hope tt woman can jus stop being extra...mayb i'm è one who is extra...sad...=(

2003-05-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

todae is a yucky dae...checking all stupid papers...failed english...great...den all other result...SUX...
first i passed all my lit...guess it's the first and only time...sad...=(
so sad...even my science sux...got so low...fine...no mood to blog now....

2003-05-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

haha...todae's band prac so fun!!!and è sec 3s are back frm obs...o...kinda of miss them when they r not there...haha=)
they dun look as dark as i tot...but most of them got sunburn...when i first saw joanne...i got scared by her...she looked quite dark now...i was lyk..'so black'...mi=meanie...haha=)
but they looked very tried...grace n liesel was lyk so sleepy...as if they will fall asleep anytime...haha...mi looking forward to obs...next year we'll b going...yea...but è sec 3s sae jus a few days,u will be dying alreadi...even cried cos they miss home...realli mah...haha...regina sae i grew taller...haha...i finally grow taller liaoz...but... was it i grow taller or she shrunk...quite impossible...cos i'm still shorter than so many pple...nvm...
todae got band photo taking...so fun...but i was standing at è 2nd row...first time leh...so sad k...i where got so short...=|
è sec 4 so funny...they were biting è rose...so cute...haha=)but tis is è first time n last time we r taking band photo with them...so sad...i'll miss them if they r gone...='(.......*sob*
tt ke lian band room so small tt...cant even fitted è 1st row...sad man...even after it's redesign but much better than è 1st arrangement....
still wondering who will b my nxt sl...shuying also havent decide...*haiz*as long as she can ren wo...shd b alright...cos i play so lan...if she cant ren wo...guess she will faint...jus lyk pam...hahahahahaha....=)
welcome so nice...i lyk è whole piece...cool...=)

2003-05-21T17:12:00.000+08:00

oh great....i not only make my life miserable....ii also make other pple's life miserable....how nice of me...=(
i noe...i sux....
no mood to blog...

2003-05-20T18:48:00.000+08:00

stupid.....i din wan to use tis word to scold him.....but he really a fucking bro....cant he jus leave me alone....at least one day......no.....he will nv.....unless he is six feet under....

we were fighting jus now....n my uncle woke up...he called my mum......guess my mum scolded my bro......dunno wat is she going to do to us....cane me or scold me.....i dun care......it's not my fault.....he started it first.....i'm jus trying to defend myself.....is tt a crime?....now besides è tv...è whole hse is so quiet....

wat's my mum gonna to do???i tink she will jus side with my bro...wat è hell loh...i'm oso her child...yet tis is wat i got...mother...does she exist in my world....or rather do i exist in HER world....she lyk to scream...for nothing...shouting at me bcos of è washing powder...wat è hell loh...she screamed at me lyk it's my fault...when i explain to her...more scolding i will get...wat è...

she scold me for not doing my part in the family...yah...she done alot for è family...everydae...i'm alone at home...my bro...either he's in skool or bball court...my mum...out everydae...my dad...for some reason...he doesnt cum home everydae...i always being accompany by my com,tv,sleep...some of u rather be at home alone...tinking tt it's fun...i dun see è fun in it...wat's è meaning for family?..being alone at home...n nobody cares...tt's my meaning for family...
being in skool is è best time of everydae...but i seem to always screw up everything between my frends...u guys nid me onli for some reasons...u r my true frend?..i dunno...u guys tink tt i'm so carefree...dun even have a stress for study...i'm...jus pls...spare a thought for my feeling...i dunno...sumhow life really seems to be meaningless to me...

i dunno....mayb i jus simply dun belong to tis world...

mayb i shd be to one to be six feet under...

i'm dying...

2003-05-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

crap....so lame......todae's post exam thingy so bo liaoz....play some stupid survey for è skool....so wu liaoz....walked around è skool jus to find some stupid ans tt r not any of my concern....crap,k?

todae got our class photo taking....for the first time i smiled for tis kind of photo taking....but my face sure turned out very ugly.....101% sure.....
den got fun shot....b4 tt photographer take è pic.....ying wei messed up my hair.....b4 i could tidy my hair,it's over....crap.....

den sarina came n ask mi who is xiao min....then yun heng was there....she was imitating mi so i kicked her...den i told yinxi....'oh my god!u kicked her?!'.....tt was è very first thing she told mi......of cos lah......yun heng is her fav junior.......rite,yinxi?hee.....

den got band at temp block....so cold,k?quite small also...very hard to walk inside.....den jess nv go band.....i realised all my notes sux.....so nan ting....then there is a part wif some stupid sluring and tonguing tt i cant play....pam was teaching mi....but i jus simply cant play....den mrs chua came over to hear our running notes...den we told her my prob abt tt part...den wif mrs chua around...i suddenly can play......y?...bcos of her presence or ....i dunno y....

todae seems to be a lame dae...to mi....everydae is lame...

i'm dying.......

2003-05-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

fine...exam jus ended...haha...can play the whole day liaoz...no lah...

todae we have to take our temperature...kinda of crap..cos we take temperature in class...*haiz*dunno wat i'm saying...

after art...actually want to go watch bring down the house...but dun have...so watch x-men2...aniwae it was quite nice...but i'm freezing in tt cinema...crap...

nvm...i'm jus crapping...crap me lah

2003-05-14T17:22:00.000+08:00

todae had our maths ans geog paper...quite okie lah...but i tink i will nv score well in tis two papers...first time i nv sleep in maths test...first and last time i guess...*haiz*
i din go watch movie todae...i jus simply dun wan to go orchard...i hate going orchard...i dunno wat u tink...noe u r so din tok to u the whole dae...
at least i did my art...
aniwae dunno wat to sae already...
i'm jus crapping....

2003-05-11T20:09:00.000+08:00

o...hi...ur beloved crappy person's back again...*puke out last nite's dinner...* haha...lame me...
*haiz*ying hui still using my book...got nothing to do...aniwae zhiying n jess asked me to help her with her blog so cum online again...hope u all lyk the template...
o...i found zai sheng yuan's mp3...so damn nice...listen to it dunno for how many times liaoz...still not sick of it...haha=) i'm crazy...
jus chatted with lingfang...askiing me who is *'sister...cant tell u who is tt...or lingfang will kill me...haha=)
pple wondering whether shd ask her to go watch movie with us on wed...to ask or not to ask...it's a question...haha....lame me...
gtg...i'll be back...gotta to watch moi fav show...[by right,i shd be studying....(-_-''')]

2003-05-11T17:14:00.000+08:00

*haiz*ying hui is here...reading my sci book...cos she nv bring home hers...i got nothing to do now...crap...
so sianz...hope i can pass my sci tmr...of cos i will study lah...
ying hui's brother is examining my clarinet now...guess he nv noe how a clarinet look lyk...
crap...my art is ruined bcos of my tie-n-dye...shdnt have put it in my file...have to do everything all over again...crap...
going to watch movie after mye...cant wait for mye to be over as soon as possible...*haiz* (-_-''' )

2003-05-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

crap...got back the lit ca marks...as usual...i failed...but bcos mdm kala nv add our webquest...so she will have to count again...i won her...by one mark...hahahaha.....i'm being mean...i noe...tis is the only subject i won her so far...even after we add the webquest marks, i still win her...she veri crap...call out my name...they already sae all ans...wat u wan me to sae...luckily i anyhow guess or doremi will scream at me...trying to sabo me...too bad u cant...idiot...

2003-05-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

[remember me this way...for all my friends...i'll remember u...]

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me
You're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
This way

2003-05-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

todae is xiaomin n ms tan's birthdae!!!din buy anything for xiaomin...gotta to buy it tmr...
me n jess gave ms tan bookmarks...her fav...went jp to look for her present...spent a long time choosing...but since she lyk the present...almost miss my zai sheng yuan...zai sheng yuan rox...ms tan so nice...
crap loh...ms tan so nice yet sum pple dunno how to appreciate ms tan...mi n jess n yinxi n sum other pple actually miss her...y u all hate her so much...
yesterdae show tt mrs tan my art...she sae,"u got gd shot...but u dunno how to draw..."
fine loh...
todae zhiying so pissed off with tt guy...crap tt guy lah...she sux...

2003-05-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

oh man...jus finish watching zai sheng yuan...cool....zai sheng yuan rox......i'm so crazy over zai sheng yuan...but thur will be the last episode...so sad....='(
i will miss it...tt stupid tiemuer....ee...i hate him...so extra...i tink lijun n shaohua more pei....tt tiemuer...he sux...=|

got back ca mark...i failed two ca liaoz...*haiz*
after skool go home...got nag by shuang ying and bizhi...crap...so pissed off...i so pissed off...then do my art....my topic:orange...really dunno wat to do...see my hse got so many oranges...so mus well cut it up...

zai sheng yuan rox....mus go n watch...zai sheng yuan rox......

2003-05-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

helped zhiying do up her blog...nice,rite?haha...i'm so nice todae...haha
feel so sleepy...tt whole pbl session...i was sleeping...haha...no teachers saw mi sleeping...
came back form library...ate a buddy meal with yinghui & shuang ying...haha...so sianz...
*haiz*still got art havent do yet...havent even decide...crap...dunno wat to do...
tis morning mrs lim came in & tok abt how pearl is formed...crap...den she was asking us if we slash ourselves...she sae nowadays alot of student do tt...oh man...wont it be painful....ouch!i will nv do tt even i want to die...*freak out*
haha...haha..haha...Muhahaha.....
guess i laughed too much..i'm going crazy...

2003-05-05T11:32:00.000+08:00

fine...having cs now...but ms shevon not here...cool...
had pe jus now...so crap...tt f*** kept pushing me....nv even sae sorry...crap lah...
b4 tt was eng...ms dorai was toking abt a guy with a small head...a big body...a pair of skinny legs....
later have to go library to pay my fine...$6+...
fine...life is jus crap...

2003-05-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

came back from taka with my mum...as usual...she will look at wat she want then i will stand lyk a idiot...okie lah...not tt bad lah...at least she sae she will buy mi a digital cam...
den she went to look at jewels...i was sitting down there lyk sleeping away...haha=) she spent lyk $600...i was saeing...hope u can pay my digital cam without sec thought...
she smiled...
wat does it mean?r u going to buy it soon?
aniwae i told her tt i nv finish my eng paper 1...she sae...wat is done cant be undone.....try harder nxt time...
i was shocked... =O
i realli cant believe my ears...she sae tt...oh my gawd...she is actually so nice to mi...yet sum time i tink she sux...tink i shd be the one who sux...
mus tell my mum how much i love her....

2003-05-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

had my chi exam...guess i will pass badly...
compo topic:SARS
compre topic:SARS AGAIN...
issit there's no other topic...so u have to put SARS...*haiz*=|

this morning,i saw my mum...so i tried to call her while i was crossing the road...obivously i wasnt looking at the approaching cars...sum more they nv horn mi...how i noe...almost knocked down by one...all thx to bizhi who saved moi life...or else u all wont be able to see me again...muhahaha...=)

todae a rainy dae...caught in the rain...by right,i shd have fever...jus kidding...i'm sars-free!!!aniwae,i went to mcdonald with bizhi...i'm broke now...then we walked back home...then saw my mum...went to the super market with her...collected her mail...we have the whole set of tt stamp magnet...cool,rite?=)

2003-05-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

okie...my mum bought me a new pair of slippers...my fav food...yummy...mum,u rox!!!

had my eng paper todae...i din finish my paper I...and i cried...='( i'm so malu...i'm such embarrassment...i tink i'm a failure...

i'm a failure in studies...a failure to be a human...i must well be dead right now...
sumtime i really wish i can be dead right now...at least i dont need to worry so much...
but wat is done cant be undone...i have got nothing to sae...

but a big thank to those who console me when i was crying...esp tok ying wei..haha...n jess,cyn,zhiying,yinxi,shemin...n jess's sweet!!!

u pple rox!!!thx...

2003-05-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey pple.....
life is tiring...so relax yourself...
there's no point for you to bother with some trivial things...
life is short...and you are spending your time over such things...you are just wasting life...
happy or sad...life has to go on...
love yourself...love your family...love all your friends...
fill your life with love and you will find that life is not too bad after all...
life is yours...there is only one you...whether to be happy or sad...
it's up to you...
remember :be happy...and learn that life can be as meaningful as you want it to be...

take care yourself...exams coming...must really take care...get enough sleep...hee...=)

2003-05-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

todae is a holiday...holiday rox...i love holiday...

woke up at 10+ todae...holiday is still the best...studying my chi...first time leh...wanna to prove to tt stupid idiot n evileye...i'm not stupid...

have a gd dae todae...so fun...play badminton wif ying hui...had great time playing...badminton rox...too bad i'm not in badminton...haha=) but cgssb rox too!! esp clarinets!!!we played worms too...gd time killing her worms...haha i won the game!!!

three cheers for myself!!!

then lingfang n shuang ying called...to ask mi abt exams thingy...excuse me...do i look lyk i noe?haha =) lingfang was lyk..."exams cuming...u still got time to play games...*haiz*..."

aniwae tmr english exams...*haiz* failed my english ca...cant she pass mi...sad sad..=( BUT i will always look on the bright side of life...and smile again...haha=)

jus realize i missed my fav cartoon...so sad...=(

aniwae,todae is a gd dae...so pple...smile!!!

=) =) =) =) =) =D =D =D =D =D =P =P =P =P =P

2003-04-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

okie......kinda of piised off with tt stupid idiot....still.....*haiz* even ask jess to go wat malay class if she dun pass her CL....stupid idiot....

[zhiying]relax lah.....u dun lyk her...i also wad...but i'm not tt angry wad...jus relax...=P

jus chatted with sarina...she kinda of funny...mi lyk tend to trust her...dunno lah...told her abt the evileye...u r nice junior...

tmr got two ting xie.....sian...faced tt stupid idiot...how to study??

can anybody remind XXX to read the msg below....mayb after exams.....dont wan to affect her study mood now....

yoz...relax, pple......

seize the day!!!! =D

2003-04-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

fine...today i very pissed off with that stupid idiot...know who is this stupid idiot...go ask jess...she know the ans....

there is no problem with her teaching but the way she is treating us sux...what is her problem loh...so what we come g3...does it make a difference......we are human also...with our limbs attached to our bodies...what's the big deal...what makes us so different from the c2...i think she always look down on us...

pissed off....pissed off....pissed off.....pissed off....pissed off....pissed off....pissed off....pissed off....pissed off.....pissed off.......pissed off.....pissed off....pissed off...pissed off

can anybody remind XXX to read the msg below....mayb after exams.....dont wan to affect her study mood now....

2003-04-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

wonder if it's a disease...everyone lyk so pissed off wif her...

sumtime realli cant stand her...always lyk act so nice to mi...dunno how many thousand things she had done behind my back...and always i'm the last to noe all tis things...is not fair k...it lyk she tell dunno how many pple then tis pple will tell mi the truth...i jus dun understand y she have to do all tis stuff...i treat her as a friend...i can sae tt she is quite nice...but shd she do all these jus to draw the attention...

[ if u tink carefully, u will noe who's tis person i'm toking abt...i dun want to tell straight in ur face bcos i noe u will hate mi forever...althought it dun make much difference tis way...@ least we wouldnt make a scene in class...]

let me tell you...you are actually a good friend to me...but do you have to do these stuff to grab people's attention...i think you have nothing better to do...at first when i found out you have been doing alot of things behind my back,i was really upset...because i have treated you quite nice( i can swear!!)...yet this is what i got back in the end...oh great...i was really crying when i know this from others(of cos not in front of them)...thinking why you hate me so much...why you are doing all this, just to hurt me...y i'm i the last to know...why cant i know it from you directly...at least this will make me feel much better...

you told bad things about me to almost everybody in class...and also to others(should know who they are)...actually i already kinda of accept the fact that you dont lyk me...i try to stop myself from showing you the fact that i'm pissed off with you...but some said you befriends with me,it's because you feel left out in the group...can u stop treating me like a spare tyre?! meaning that i'm not a extra friend for you to turn to only when u feel left out...u talk to mi when u feel like it...i'm also a human...i do have feelings...i really feel sad when i realize the truth...i can be there you whenever you need my help...but pls dont come to mi when u just been left out...but if u really dont like me,u can dont befriends with me...it's alright with me...but i have the right to befriend with others...you cant stop me...and dun you ever try to them either...you understand?if you have any complain about me, just me straight in my face...i'm sure i can accept the fact...i wont be lyk u...i wont cry...

true...i'm lazy to do hw...but that doesnt mean i'm stupid...if i really want to study,i bet i can get better result than you...

k...tt's all i have to sae...i hope after u have read this msg...understand how i feel...do tell mi how u feel...so i can change for the better...i'm serious this time...

the next time we see each other,are we still friends?no matter what,the fact tt u have bring mi joy,fun and been there when i need u...makes you a friend of mine...=)

2003-04-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

jus called jess and zhiying...they r kinda of angry wif mi cos they waited for mi for lyk 6 HOURS!!!so damn sorry...my hp no batt at tt time...so damn sorry....so damn sorry...so damn sorry...

todae lyk quite fun lah...cos we helped to clear all the stuff in the band room...i din noe tt we have so many scores till we have to use so many boxes...found all the nice nice songs...then must help to carry all the boxes into the store room...quite a far distance frm the band room...actually i din help to carry tt much...not as much as others...

todae we learn a new song...then it's lyk...mrs chua asked we all if we want to play mvt or the new song for syf...play mvt,we r more familiar...the new song is fun but......i dunno wat to sae...i realli hope we can get a gold tis year...isnt it wat we have been working for so long???=|

so fine...todae i lyk make alot of pple veri pissed off with mi...so sad...so sorry if i make u angry...esp zhiying and jess...so damn sorry...

gotta to study for mye...I WANNA TO BEAT HER IN MYE...WE SHALL WAIT AND SEE...

2003-04-23T19:22:00.000+08:00

mi...very sad='(...failed my maths test...jus passed my CL test...feel so sad='(...aniwae bcos i nv study..tt's y i get tis kind of result...cant blame anibody but myself...*gonna cry out soon*
feel soo tired...feel soo sad...i really wan to go to a good class lyk 3c2...u might tink tt got tis kind of marks also want to go 3c2...u mus be tinking too much...*haiz*='( i noe i'm tinking too much...i dun have the result to go c2 at all...
i have already tried to settle down n study..jus cant concentrate...wat i can i do...i cant help it...i will fall asleep whenever i tried to concentrate...
i also have a stupid,idiotic,moronic brother who behave lyk he jus escaped frm woodbridge hospital,always disturb when i try to concentrate...i have always enived others who have sibling who always listen to their sis/bro...how i wish my bro dUn exist...or rather...how i wish i dun exist...nobody called peiting on earth... wouldnt it be better for everyone...

2003-04-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

one sad day......*haiz* =(

y m i doing down here?

*haiz* =(

2003-04-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

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The best of friends,
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Your secret dreams,
Because they care.

The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold.

2003-04-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

diedie liaoz...guess i'll fail my maths test...aniwae,it's not my first time.my maths book nv finish also hand up...scared tt mrs lim ask mi to stand up in class tml...she so sick...sumtime treat us so nice...sumtime lyk keep scolding us...sumthing i dun lyk abt her is....she teach really damn fast...crazy lah...give us 6 sums & wan us to finish within 10 min...hello...WE R NOT SUPERWOMEN!!!i dun tink a superwoman can finish them within 10 min aniwae...

yeah!!!todae ms dorai not here...so happy...

cant get back cl paper cos still got pple havent take the test...highest:87...tink i will get 60++...*haiz*

todae's band....one word...SIANZ...pam not there again...pple sae she got fever...hope she recover soon...keep playing welcome n big fun...mi tend to slack...haha=)

tml geog test...wish mi gd luck...

*haiz*tml got mass run...sianz....

2003-04-20T18:35:00.000+08:00

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2003-04-18T12:08:00.000+08:00

fine...yesterdae so many things happened...haiz....got maths test.dunno how to do alot of sums...guess i'll fail tt test...
then ms dorai's lesson....she sux,k?scolded so many pple...din count the words in my summary..sure diedie.
then CL test...okie lah..last min study so can get everything into my mind...hopefully i dun fail tis test cos im pinning all my hope on CL.....
then got band....dunno y pam nv cum for band...zhiying oso din go for band...i cant play my tuning note...='( so mula...moi instrument dunno y....so loose...pass to meiling tt time she dropped it....haiz.....tt clarinet already dropped three time liaoz......she got to do punishment...kinda of sorri...syf been postponed to july...heard tt the sec 4s still wanna to go...if it's not bcos of tt sars thingy.....syf shd be over....haiz...i oso dun nid to do so many hw......
find pam's msg to the sec 1s very meaningful..hope the sec 1s understand wat she means......n work hard....
tml got band....still mus get up early in the morning......i always late for skoll recently....dunno if i can get up early.....

2003-04-17T00:52:00.000+08:00

Todae mus be my unlucky dae...first I forgot to finish my maths hw...rushing lyk siao!!!then I forgot to bring money to skool...havent finish lit then i was rushing also...then mdm kala din go through...then i made zhiying angry...sorry,zhiying...

after skool,waited for shuang ying for a long time but she nv turn up in the canteen...so mi n ying hui decided to go off first...went to the bus stop then saw shuang ying's classmate then ask her where is sy...she sae...SHE IS IN CLASS!!!so we went back to skool to find her....

in the bus...the stupid bus driver asked for my ezlink card(dunno for wat e hell)then sae i m using other pple's card cos the photo on my card is quite different from how i look now....long hair bcum short hair...then wear spec...aniwae hu ever sae u mus look the same as how i look in pri skool...wanna to complain him....

2003-04-11T12:54:00.000+08:00

recently always see sarina online......tell her alot of things....suddenly remind mi of wat we did when we were in sec1.erm....it seems tt it's going to be my happiest year in crescent.....@ least i have less worries back then....
sec2...quite stress lah...mayb bcos of all e hw n syf.....i'm not a gd time manager....tt's y i got alot problems tis year...i tried to change.....@ least hand up all my hw on time...but i dun seem to do it at all time.
i miss skool....we miss crescentian day,sport day,syf,.......it's all sars's fault......stupid sars....

2003-04-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

i jus chat with moi junior...she sae they lyk their seniors alot....realize tt i m still veri scared of moi seniors...dunno y lah...maybe bcos i wanna to keep a distance away from them.......too close to them, will only invite trouble.....
read yinxi's blog.....haha....walkin disaster...u tink too much lah...at least u try to help...*but seems tt u almost ruined everything...*=p
listening to mvt now...so nice...trying to get the emotion..so can play better..hee...hope to get gold for syf.....
gd luck everybody....
AND.......
H@Ppy !Nt3rN@t!oNaL Fr3nsH!p Dae!!!!!!

2003-04-10T15:33:00.000+08:00

saw meiling online yesterdae.....but she kinda of avoiding me...dunno y...yinxi jus sms mi..got CL hw..*haiz*i still got a whole lot of hw waiting for mi to do.dun tink i can finish.

jus chat wif my pri skool frens......she so funny...i miss all my pri skool frens.....nv see them for such a long time...wanna to play badminton......btw still hw...i hate hw...

aniwae,hu will lyk hw?hahaha =)

2003-04-10T14:22:00.000+08:00

bcos of some template problem....have to delete my old blog away...all thx to my blurness....haiz...got nothing to sae..luckily onli u all noe my blog so nvm lah......